Hello world of xanga!! I have not had a post in a while so I think I just might go for it! I dont know who will read this...

I have just graduated college and it is awesome! My amazing girlfriend is in Spain and I am trying to figure out what to do with my life. Yeah... So it comes down to this. As of now I still live at home so it would be an awesome opportunity to make some money and save up, by working at a normal job. Then again I would love to be in a position of full time ministry, cause that is where my heart is, but as of now there seems not to be much available. I suppose that the best possible thing that I could do is just to rest in God (not the lazy type of rest), and to just surrender whatever I want to do and let Him take control. Sometimes its just kinda tough though not to give into the pressure, but I really wanna do it right and let God completely take over. Anyone who reads this if you get a chance pray for me about that, to stay strong and to always be flexible to the voice of God. Thank you and God bless!

Wow I havent done this in a while... but i hope everybody is having a great weekend. I am at the library right now working on a project and I just wanna say hey.